Week 10 - Post Freedom

Week 10 - Post Freedom - Sunday, May 20 Steps - Stop trying to run the show. Stop trying to drive the car. My God changes gender, it is whatever I need it to be. *SHARED Monday, May 21 SWAN - Alter ego popping up. She knows how to get attention but its not the good kind of attention. *SHARED/READ Beginners - Tuesday, May 22 530 @ CW - AA is my new crutch, it used to be alcohol. GOD - Gratitude, Obedience, Disapline Me drinking again is like me pulling the trigger of a gun with 6 bullets in the chamber. Wednesday, May 23 Noon @ CW R's NA Meeting - Gratitude. Honesty. Openmindedness and Willingness. Thursday, May 24 WHIP - Double life. Coach/Drunk. Supermom/Drunk. *SHARED Friday, May 25 730 @ CW - Tradition 5. Meet people where they are (emotionally etc). My recovery only extends as far as my nose. Traditions = glue *SHARED Saturday, May 26 Alumni - Life happens. Connections/Friends. WE program. Hardcore BB - B/C I'm an Alcoholic. Very similar to my story. *SHARED Made it to 10 meetings this week. Shared at 5 meetings this week. Tried 2 different meetings this week. Made 3 new girlfriend. Since I've been out of keystone I've only missed a meeting 3 days in 70 days. I have gone to 91 meetings in 70 days (10 weeks)