Saturday, May 19, 2018

Week 9 - Post Freedom

Week 9 - Post Freedom - Sunday, May 13 - Mother's Day - 43 Days 1030 @ CW - Disease is still out there, in the starting blocks, waiting for the gun Sobriety = keystone. If it goes, it ALL goes. ONE job = to stay sober Bottomless bottoms, except not bc any one could be your last. Russian roulette. Your alcoholism didn't get you arrested, you did. 430 @ CW - Everyday is new, different, and odd. Its not good or bad, it just is. SHARED* Monday, May 14 SWAN - Step 5. Respect a dog for its master. *SHARED/READ Just bc I'm sober, doesn't mean I'm sane. If you say it, you'll forget it. If you write it, you'll regret it. Beginners - TIME = Time I Must Earn As long as its not my idea, it's probably a good idea. Tuesday, May 15 FREEDOM ALUMNI! #4 Wednesday, May 15 R's NA Homegroup - Stay on your toes. Monkey is still around. Trudging through feelings. *SHARED Thursday, May 16 Swat Thurs - Wanting to be a story collector. Related A LOT to speaker. *SHARED The only meeting you're late to is the first one. Friday, May 17 530 @ CW - Alcohol will always be there, my alcoholism doesn't have to be. Scared me into here. 730 Haverford - Build my recovery on those painful events/memories. *SHARED My actions not matching my values Saturday, May 18 1030 @ CW - ABCs are not Apartment, Babe, Car. They're Attitude, Behavior, Consequences. The only way to get through something, is to go through it, not around it. I was afforded the gift of desperation Sat Night Alive - Anger was topic. Lots of good shares. Made it to 12 meetings this week. Shared at 5 meetings this week. Tried 2 different meetings this week. Made 1 new girlfriend. Since I've been out of keystone I've only missed a meeting 3 days in 63 days. I have gone to 93 meetings in 63 days (9 weeks)

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