Monday, June 4, 2018

Week 11 - Post Freedom

Week 11 - Post Freedom - Sunday, May 27 Steps - Tradition 5. Service Helping Others. 7:30 CW Alcathon - Give $1 to a beggar, they need it more than me. *SHARED 10 CW Alcathon - Ego Monday, May 28 Feelings - Gratitude. Do the same thing you did yesterday, because yesterday worked pretty well. SWAN - We Agnostics. BB. Atom/Adam *READ Tuesday, May 29 Noon @ CW - Topic = Alcoholism. It's my alcoholism, not alcoholwasm 8pm Aston - Sober Holiday. Time heals. Relationships heal. Significant other issues. Wednesday, May 30 Hardcore - Got my gold 60 day coin! SHARED I need to learn how to sit in the back of the bus and just enjoy the ride. Not sit right behind the driver and try to steer/direct. He Gave, He Took, He Left - GOD Sproul - Took Kaelie. Got another coin. Pray for your fucking enemies. 4 cylinder person with a 8 cylinder brain/imagination Thursday, May 31 FreeFlow - New Normal. Without drinking I can do anything I want to, including drink *SHARED/READ Alumni - Relationships. Jobs. Passions. Friday, June 1 Nooners - Unity Reps Pitch. Service. Committees. Get involved. There is a wrench to fit every nut. Alumni - Maddie spoke. Exercise. Relationships. Drinking to make work day go quicker. Making the right, obvious choices sober. Saturday, June 2 10am @ CW - Doesn't matter if it is a disease or not, its a problem. Brought K *SHARED I am not where I want to be in my life bc of a direct result of my drinking You either grow or you go 1:30 @ CW - Brought K and Shea Half measures availed us nothing. Insanity. Can't do this alone. Sat Night Alive - Traditions are important. New comers struggling. *SHARED/READ Made it to 16 meetings this week. Shared at 5 meetings this week. Tried 2 different meetings this week. Made 1 new girlfriend. Since I've been out of keystone I've only missed a meeting 3 days in 77 days. I have gone to 107 meetings in 77 days (11 weeks)

Week 10 - Post Freedom

Week 10 - Post Freedom - Sunday, May 20 Steps - Stop trying to run the show. Stop trying to drive the car. My God changes gender, it is whatever I need it to be. *SHARED Monday, May 21 SWAN - Alter ego popping up. She knows how to get attention but its not the good kind of attention. *SHARED/READ Beginners - Tuesday, May 22 530 @ CW - AA is my new crutch, it used to be alcohol. GOD - Gratitude, Obedience, Disapline Me drinking again is like me pulling the trigger of a gun with 6 bullets in the chamber. Wednesday, May 23 Noon @ CW R's NA Meeting - Gratitude. Honesty. Openmindedness and Willingness. Thursday, May 24 WHIP - Double life. Coach/Drunk. Supermom/Drunk. *SHARED Friday, May 25 730 @ CW - Tradition 5. Meet people where they are (emotionally etc). My recovery only extends as far as my nose. Traditions = glue *SHARED Saturday, May 26 Alumni - Life happens. Connections/Friends. WE program. Hardcore BB - B/C I'm an Alcoholic. Very similar to my story. *SHARED Made it to 10 meetings this week. Shared at 5 meetings this week. Tried 2 different meetings this week. Made 3 new girlfriend. Since I've been out of keystone I've only missed a meeting 3 days in 70 days. I have gone to 91 meetings in 70 days (10 weeks)