Week 5- Post Freedom

Week 5 - Since being discharged on 3/18/18 (Sunday) Sunday, April 15 - Day 15! 7:30pm Friends Springfield - Went with Meg. Sobriety is not a spectator sport. How I am feel is not how I am doing. Keep the door open so you can see the past and remember it, but don't friggen stare at it. Monday, April 16 8pm Redeemer Springfield - Related to speaker, got her #. Shared. Tuesday, April 17 5:30 @ CW 7pm Rose Tree Women's - Read Dr. Opinion. Body is just as abnormal as mind. Written in roman numerals because it was not written by a drunk. Joe and Charlie tapes. Shared. Wednesday, April 18 10am Stay In Today Ridley - Went w/ J. Step 4. Termite analogy. Program of attraction. You are the problem. Problems are here to make us better, not make us bitter. If you don't do a 4th, you'll pick up a 5th. 7pm Springfield Havertown - Met Meg there. Thursday, April 19 8pm Swat Candle - Met D and K there. Count the days. Relapse. Planning/Plotting. The things we tell ourselves. Wasn't that bad. First time you refer to yourself as an alcoholic. Shared. Friday, April 20 10am RP BB - went w/ J. MORE ABOUT ALCOHOLISM. In or Out, no in between. Incomprehensible demoralization. Alcoholism 101. Can't and don't want to drink normally. I told the barkeep I might be an alcoholic, he told me to 'keep coming back'. Pick up a drink, fall to pieces. Acceptance is the answer. Noon @ CW - If you're feeling bad, make a meeting. If you're feeling good, make 2. I'm allergic to booze, I break out in handcuffs. I care more about your sobriety than your feelings. Saturday, April 21 - 3 weeks! 21 days! 1:30 @ CW - He's not on my time, but he is right on time (God). Shared. Midnight @ CW - Went w/ R. Selfish/Selfless. Shared. Made it to 11 meetings this week. Shared at 4/11 meetings this week. Tried 5 different meetings this week. Made 2 new girlfriends. Read 3 times. Since I've been out of keystone I've only missed a meeting 2 days in 35 days. I have gone to 51 meetings in 35 days (5 weeks)